my old man.

 

he's more than anything. he's my hero. he's my spirit. he's my soul. he's my captain. he's my teacher. he's my bestfriend. he's my life. he's a old man who teach me everything. he's a old man who treat me like i'm his little princess. he's a old man who give me strenght. he's a old man who love me most, who i love most.

I call him "daddy"

no words except "get well really soon". i miss you in my life Dad. it's like i'm losing a part of my life..
hey Dad, don't you realize? i'm 14 now. agree or not, i need you so much.
i need you to protect me. i need you to help me to fix everything. i need you as always, Dad.
but now i know, you were not here beside me in everytime. but you still here in my heart. as always.

 

i'm getting tired.

i'm getting tired of this all. this condition it's going to kill me. what a messy life..

i'm a teenager, i need to free. not like this. this condition is made me to breaking all the rules.

oh God. i know you hear me, please make me feel good. make me feel warm in your arms.. i need your warm hug God. please blessing me all the time :'(

we love timnas ♡

rabu-29 desember-2010. timnas kebanggan kami para warga negara Indonesia telah menunjukan dan memberikan yang terbaik. walaupun tidak dapat merebut piala AFF karena kalah agregat lawan malaysia, 2-4. tapi mereka tetap menjadi juara dan pemenang dihati kami para pendukung nya.

percuma juara tapi curang. mending cuma menang tapi terhormat. suporter Indonesia yang dikiranya bakalan rusuh gara2 indonesia ga jadi juara, ternyata malah ga ada rusuh atau kericuhan sama sekali. kali ini Indonesia membuktikan, dari timnas nya sampai suporter nya memberikan yang terbaik. ga ada yang perlu di kecewain, malah kita harus bersyukur karena Tuhan telah memberi pemain yang baik. apalah arti nya sebuah trofi? toh kita main nya lebih bagus dan pasti nya lebih sportif. TIMNAS still our best. we love timnas and we love indonesia.

our beloved timnas.

bambang pamungkas! yang selalu menciptakan gol keren dan membuat semangat orang-orang pada naik lagi <3

okto maniani! walaupun badan nya ga terlalu besar tapi semangat nya besar banget. dan lari nya itu cepet banget kaya sonic. <3

ini dia yang paling idola. Irfan Bachdim. wajah nya emang ganteng banget. tapi permainan nya jauh lebih ganteng dari pada wajah nya <3

Christian Gonzales! sang pencipta goal tekeren. gatau kenapa emang dia kalo buat goal itu selalu keren-keren. we love you gonzales <3

kiper favorite dan andalan. Markus Horison! selalu bisa jaga gawang indonesia walaupun beberapa kali kebobolan. tapi dia tetap yang terbaik <3

Firman Utina! kapten kesayangan dan kapten tertangguh sepanjang masa. punya wibawa yang amat sangat luar biasa <3

Timnas never give up, and Timnas never lost. We love you Timnas. you still our best <3

Waiting.

it's nice to get something you want. but if you want to get something, you must waiting.

people are hate to waiting for something, but they still doing that. me too. but i still confused now, i don't know what i'm waiting for. who's i'm waiting for. it's feel like i'm waiting for nothing. waiting for something will never happened. someone who never be mine. seriously i'm tired of waiting, but i also do that. in e-v-e-r-y-t-i-me. and waiting is the hardest part of my life. everyone's life i think.. who's have life without waiting? no one. but you must know something, when you waiting for something or someone, you don't have to be despair. because God have a plan to you, and God always give the best. whatever that way, you always get the best from God. that's all.

 

happy birthday Arthur!

hell-o goblogy! ahaha. looooooooooooooooooooooooooong tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeeeeeeeee noooooooooooooo poooooooosssssssst. why? i'm sorry because i'm kinda busy :p

well, this is 28th nov 2010 and this day is Arthur bithday! he 19 now! mpus udah tua nih ye wkwkwk.

but everything going as usual before his ex girlf come and give a cake for him at 10pm.

dan paling malu2in nya pas doi dateng gue wafin sm arthur blm ada yang mandi HAHAHAHA. sumpah itu malu2in bgt. youdeh biarin aja lah mau di apain lagi~ abs itu mereka pd jalan2 deh but i'm still home alone as usual. jaga rumah adalah kewajiban saya. fakfakfakfak.

so, once again Happy Birthday my broooooot Arthur, wish you all the best! loveeloveeloveeeee. :*

what God gave.

Hell-o bloggyyyyyy. long time no post yea :p well, udah lama banget gue ga ngepost ya, udah ga karuan ini  blog gue hahahaha. i want to share something nih btwwwwwww

 

well, look at this picture's guys. this is Liu Wei, the winner of china's got talent. this guy is so fuckin awesomeeeee! kalo ngeliat video nya yang main piano pake kaki itu rasa nya campur aduk deh, yang nama nya terharu, kagum, sedih jadi satu semua nya. hmmmmm, dia yang di beri kekurangan engga punya tangan aja bisa sekeren ini, kita harus contoh dia. walaupun Tuhan ga memberikan dia tubuh yang sempurna seperti kita2 ini, dia tetep bisa jadi orang yang sukses, tetep bisa berkarya, tetep jadi kayak orang normal aja gitu bisa ngapa2in walaupun yang bisa dia lakukan terbatas. Dia pernah bilang kayak gini "Saya tidak peduli bila nantinya saya menjadi seorang master, ini hanya hobi saya, saya menikmati bermain dengan jari-jari kaki saya," oh God............ how humble this guy?

intinya gue bener2 salut sama si Liu Wei ini deh, walaupun Tuhan ga menakdirkan dia punya tubuh yang layak nya orang punya tubuh tapi dia tetep bersyukur, dan bisa sampe kayak gini karna ga pernah patah semangat dan selalu optimis juga latihan keras. gue aja yang punya tangan males2an latihan piano nya sedangkan dia yang pake kakiiiiii men kaki!! bisa kayak gini.

well guys, remains grateful for what God gave. apapun yang di berikan Tuhan untuk kita itulah yang terbaik, tetep optimis sekalipun lo punya banyak kekurangan.

It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.

A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

They say that if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when they don’t come back.

It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.