this love story is over.

I realize something and that's so weird.  I think I've been give you enough attention. But why this sucks moment need to happened? It's like I was came to you're life suddenly. it's not fair. I've prepared anything to came into your life. but it's such not.

I know this love story is over since yesterday. I get too tired. we're too different. I know it's difficult to me. but what could I do? Every second, Every minute, Every hour, Every day I was thinking about you. do you same with me? absolutely not.

I admit, you're the most charming boy I ever see. you know how to treat a girl, you're smart, good football player, you're love your God, you can playing guitar, etc. you're almost perfect. But i know, I only enough to admire your self. not to loving you. agree? yes of course.

so, I hope you don't see this post because I will feel ashamed. thanks for beautiful memories you made, i will never ever forget this beautiful month. Big thanks :D


with love, Me

FUN :3

hell-o bloggy wugy mugy! long time no post. how are you? :p

today, Friday 21st jan 2011, i spend my time with my girls after school as usual.

ada Cindy, Indy, Bella, Aulia, Nimas, Della. miss Vania & Marissa. seperti biasa nya abs kita pulang sekolah langsung meluncur ke rumah Cindy yang dari mana adanya itu emg tempat paling pewe yg pernah ada wkwk ok lebe. sampe sana, suddenly indy have a great nice good brilliant idea! as you know, Nimas yang biasa di panggil domba kan rambut nya kriting gmn gitu makanya di panggil domba, naaaah jd kita rebonding rambut nya nimas deh aka catok. actually, kita udah lama bgt yang nama nya punya ide smoothing rambut nya nimas. cuma........ nimas nya ga mau mau huuuuu-,- akhir nya kita catok deh rambut nya nimas dan rambut nya jadi panjaaaaaaaang jang jang jang kayak rapunzel. believe it or not i'm getting envy with her hair T-T.

 

 

naaaaah. ini dia jadi nyaaaaa. TADDAAAAAA!

tambah cantik kan? aduh nimc nimc mesti nya dr dulu nih di giniin wkwk :p

what a funny and tiring day! thanks for today my beloved girls. me love yaaaa'all! <3

my old man.

 

he's more than anything. he's my hero. he's my spirit. he's my soul. he's my captain. he's my teacher. he's my bestfriend. he's my life. he's a old man who teach me everything. he's a old man who treat me like i'm his little princess. he's a old man who give me strenght. he's a old man who love me most, who i love most.

I call him "daddy"

no words except "get well really soon". i miss you in my life Dad. it's like i'm losing a part of my life..
hey Dad, don't you realize? i'm 14 now. agree or not, i need you so much.
i need you to protect me. i need you to help me to fix everything. i need you as always, Dad.
but now i know, you were not here beside me in everytime. but you still here in my heart. as always.

 

i'm getting tired.

i'm getting tired of this all. this condition it's going to kill me. what a messy life..

i'm a teenager, i need to free. not like this. this condition is made me to breaking all the rules.

oh God. i know you hear me, please make me feel good. make me feel warm in your arms.. i need your warm hug God. please blessing me all the time :'(

we love timnas ♡

rabu-29 desember-2010. timnas kebanggan kami para warga negara Indonesia telah menunjukan dan memberikan yang terbaik. walaupun tidak dapat merebut piala AFF karena kalah agregat lawan malaysia, 2-4. tapi mereka tetap menjadi juara dan pemenang dihati kami para pendukung nya.

percuma juara tapi curang. mending cuma menang tapi terhormat. suporter Indonesia yang dikiranya bakalan rusuh gara2 indonesia ga jadi juara, ternyata malah ga ada rusuh atau kericuhan sama sekali. kali ini Indonesia membuktikan, dari timnas nya sampai suporter nya memberikan yang terbaik. ga ada yang perlu di kecewain, malah kita harus bersyukur karena Tuhan telah memberi pemain yang baik. apalah arti nya sebuah trofi? toh kita main nya lebih bagus dan pasti nya lebih sportif. TIMNAS still our best. we love timnas and we love indonesia.

our beloved timnas.

bambang pamungkas! yang selalu menciptakan gol keren dan membuat semangat orang-orang pada naik lagi <3

okto maniani! walaupun badan nya ga terlalu besar tapi semangat nya besar banget. dan lari nya itu cepet banget kaya sonic. <3

ini dia yang paling idola. Irfan Bachdim. wajah nya emang ganteng banget. tapi permainan nya jauh lebih ganteng dari pada wajah nya <3

Christian Gonzales! sang pencipta goal tekeren. gatau kenapa emang dia kalo buat goal itu selalu keren-keren. we love you gonzales <3

kiper favorite dan andalan. Markus Horison! selalu bisa jaga gawang indonesia walaupun beberapa kali kebobolan. tapi dia tetap yang terbaik <3

Firman Utina! kapten kesayangan dan kapten tertangguh sepanjang masa. punya wibawa yang amat sangat luar biasa <3

Timnas never give up, and Timnas never lost. We love you Timnas. you still our best <3

Waiting.

it's nice to get something you want. but if you want to get something, you must waiting.

people are hate to waiting for something, but they still doing that. me too. but i still confused now, i don't know what i'm waiting for. who's i'm waiting for. it's feel like i'm waiting for nothing. waiting for something will never happened. someone who never be mine. seriously i'm tired of waiting, but i also do that. in e-v-e-r-y-t-i-me. and waiting is the hardest part of my life. everyone's life i think.. who's have life without waiting? no one. but you must know something, when you waiting for something or someone, you don't have to be despair. because God have a plan to you, and God always give the best. whatever that way, you always get the best from God. that's all.

 

happy birthday Arthur!

hell-o goblogy! ahaha. looooooooooooooooooooooooooong tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeeeeeeeee noooooooooooooo poooooooosssssssst. why? i'm sorry because i'm kinda busy :p

well, this is 28th nov 2010 and this day is Arthur bithday! he 19 now! mpus udah tua nih ye wkwkwk.

but everything going as usual before his ex girlf come and give a cake for him at 10pm.

dan paling malu2in nya pas doi dateng gue wafin sm arthur blm ada yang mandi HAHAHAHA. sumpah itu malu2in bgt. youdeh biarin aja lah mau di apain lagi~ abs itu mereka pd jalan2 deh but i'm still home alone as usual. jaga rumah adalah kewajiban saya. fakfakfakfak.

so, once again Happy Birthday my broooooot Arthur, wish you all the best! loveeloveeloveeeee. :*